Bedsides (B​-​sides to Limbs)

by VanPan

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Pocket 02:39
If you put your hand inside my pocket you’ll find a note to you Stating that I hope your dreams come true Come and take a walk with me to all the wild places Come and take a walk with me to wild places And we’ll see how they’ll change our faces I want you to stop caring About the folks in your life that are so overbearing And just do what you want to do Whatever you may care to pursue
The Thing Is 03:16
So when I’m with you I want to hug and kiss you my lips want to crackle and pop on your cheek as my limbs turn into putty Stretching around you Stretching around and around around you But there is one thing That makes me sad And the thing is that I like you more And the thing is that I want you more And the thing is that I like you more And the thing is that I want you so much more And we were playing tag I tagged you first but you didn’t tag me back I ran so happily ‘til I looked to see Your sweaty palm wasn’t reach out for me Oh I think you misunderstood me I don’t want all your time but I do just want some of your quality And cause I like you don’t mean I need yo babies But you seem afraid to explore Cause you’re afraid that I want you more That I’ll close the shutters and I’ll lock the door And on your parade my rain would poor Oh or are you afraid that ya think that I’d find you a bore Or are you just insecure Oh no with you I just adore I just adore I just a da-da-da-dore
I can’t drink caffeine at night It sheds light on the shadows of my mind How I feel the world that’s changing How I feel my thoughts rearranging My heart’s breaking we’re living our ghost I am the virus, you are my host Through all the hurt we take off our clothes But this will die soon and we both know There’s no use fixing cause we’re already broke I love you but I’ll leave you, that hurts the most The memories, emotions. I’ll tie you in a bow The grey skies are above me, there’s blood on the snow Today I lay gently in your arms As I wondered if it’d do us harm Cause, we keep knitting ourselves into this yarn It’s such a doomed feeling But I still love you so No use fixing But I still love you so I love you but I’ll leave you But I still love you so Grey Skies above me But I still love you so Blood on the Snow
I Liked You 04:04
I liked you I liked you, the feeling seemed mutual But you’re in a different space so the timing is far from suitable But I still like you and it’s alright if you just want to stay friends We may never touch each other’s naked bodies like that in the end ​ Da da da da I liked you but what’s more I respect the way that you are Self restraint will be taxing on my head but I’ll try to amend These unfulfilled yearnings they’re earning me 3 gold stars in patience It takes perseverance to accept the truth I can’t force away my feelings Thought it through and through Let me lick my wounds and I’ll still be there for you Still be there for you
It's been a blast, it's been so fast I can’t contrast, how I've looked passed All the things you put me through Now in my past, I would to harass Oh my ex lovers, when they weren't Pulling through ​ You do funny things to me Make me act strangely I'm childish and giddy I find it all quite lovely My glasses are foggy You're backlit and blurry I can fill the blanks On the parts that I cannot see ​ Entitled, conceited I felt mistreated You so strange lately So much ambiguity I'm Hectic and desperate Why won't you snap out of it Give me give me More of your loving My glasses are foggy You were backlit and blurry And I filled in the blanks on the parts that I couldn't see A symbol of affinity, thats what you were to me The base was based in dreams and not reality And now the clouds are parting and I still like you my darling But projections, my projections have been brought to my attention I don't know what to say to you There's nothing wrong that you did do I just need to figure my side out


This is the B-side to the album 'Limbs'


released September 7, 2016

Jan Hassmann
Allison Good
Philippe Semanaz
Mike Hendrickson
Kris Ariel
Franck Bourjini
Swen Hendrickson
Danny Kasuya
Sara Nighbor


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VanPan from San Fran sounds like Rilo Kiley and Feist's crazy love child that decided to be a globe trotter.

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